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Released July 16, 2002. Contains two EPs from the Velvet Teen:
 
The Great Beast February e.p. (Tracks 1-3) was recorded at Grizzly Studios by Roger Tschann in January of 2001.
 
Comasynthesis e.p. (Tracks 4-9) was recorded at Grizzly Studios by Roger Tschann in March of 2000 except Track 8, recorded on 4-track by logan in his bedroom

01.  Naked Girl
 
smile
you will be my shield
you'll be the only thing
anyone ever sees
 
kill
crush me, break my will
cease the endless rats inside the walls
that squeak and scratch away
and keep me awake
 
this is my vice that i will break
this is my christ in arms today
this is my golden chance
to fight the odds that never seem to change
ne'er seem to change
ne'er seem to change
today
 
love
don't hurt me this time
be for real
or kindly let this
lonely soldier be
 
fear
my old friend disappear
leave me to regard the world
in better ways
than what is wrong
and what cannot be
 
don't say you'll change
 
02.  Counting Backwards
 
maybe tomorrow marks the end
of this painful phase we're in
maybe the sunrise shows the way for us
maybe the stars that fill your eyes
are the stars that have been
leading me my whole life
just to end up with you
 
but when you get too close
i run and hide
close your eyes, count backwards
i don't give up
without a fight
here i come, i'll find you
and love, i'm yours
if you'll turn me out
when you need me, i'll be there
we hide and seek, but always leave
hand in hand
 
maybe this chapter marks the start
of no more broken hearts
maybe the letters all spell out happiness
maybe the words aren't always kind,
but they're never meant
to make you feel alone,
just to stand up to you
 
and i'll carry you
if you promise to carry me
we'll carry we
it's a simple thing
you and me
 
03.  Mother of Love

he tries to play it safe
like he knows he should,
but he lives inside his mind
and his heart's in hollywood
and she'll never know
that every corner of his mind
holds a picture of her,
so he won't forget
 
down into his heart,
he's consumed with her
like a parasite
looking for a host in him
and she'll never know
'cause she's too far away,
and he's still a boy,
so he should forget
 
holy mother of love,
we exalt thee
unto you all praise
and we thank thee
and we'll live out each day
to its fullest extent
it's just what we meant to do
from the start
 
 
04.  Your Cell

counting down to one
lost my place had to start over again
it won't save your cell
but we'll gather more
drowned myself in my own sea
like a morning sunrise in reverse
it won't save your cell
but it's a way to begin
 
the waking hours we call our friends
but we're in-between
the thirty-second trends
and we'll keep pushing towards the edge
until we break
on the rocks beneath our skin
 
in the mouth of time
we find ourselves coming out to play
all our stupid games
but we dream
we dream ...
but something lets itself in
through your backdoor
while you are away cleaning your windows
it slits your throat and you like it
 
the waking hours we call our friends
but we're in-between
the thirty-second trends
and we'll keep pushing towards the edge
until we break
on the rocks beneath our skin
 
05.  Super Me

he keeps to himself these days
doesn't have much to talk about
but he tells himself over and again
she'll be here soon
emotions are all the same
or maybe just love and loneliness
but that enlightenment doesn't help at all
it just makes it worse
since she's not around
 
that's when the sky cries for him
and the lightning strikes
he's mesmerized
 
oh super me,
you're all that i long to ...
 
tries not to think to much,
but everything makes him think of her
when reason escapes him
love takes its place
he's got a frame of mind
which captures the bigger picture
but that enlightenment doesn't help at all
it just makes it worse
since she's not around
 
that's when the sky cries for him
and the lightning strikes
he's mesmerized ...
 
if the end of the world
came crashing down on him
he'd welcome it with open arms
like an old friend
 
and oh super me,
you're all that i long to be
searching the skies and to my surprise
we always end up
in each others' arms
you help me to disarm
as i fall apart
you help me to start again
again ...
 
and that's when the sky cries for him
and the lightning strikes him down
with open arms
like an old friend
 
06.  Never Happy
 
can't help but think of you
when i can't sit still
caught up in cancerous thoughts
all the same
 
in everything, endeavor you do
you never know what to say
you can't help it, oh
 
you're never happy, no
you're never happy
 
you say you never know what to do
you can't help what you say
follows your forte, oh
 
you're never happy, no
you're never happy
 
understated want
recoiled and trembling
inside you're sixteen wheels
and growing, growing
 
07.  Milo 7
 
she always trembles
at the blissfully depressed
desiring the desireless
she's always searching
for herself in someone else
lonely when she's all she needs
 
she'll cry a thousand paper tears
and throw down her kerosene of vacant fears
we're all the match wishing we were the flame
we represent each moment in every day
 
he always trembles
at the thought of getting old
running out of time and ideas
he's always waiting
for the moment to be right
impatient when it's always there
 
he'll take a thousand empty pills
and swallow the void that they'll never fill
he's got to break out
no matter what the cost
we represent all the ones who feel lost ...
 
cuz we're all the same worn, empty cup
we're never content, but we never give up
jumping off cliffs, opening our arms
and hoping to fly ...
running around the same old track,
never getting any closer,
but we never look back
we're just trying to leave behind
something beautiful before we've gone
 
08.  Penning the Penultimate
 
i'm a lot more than they think
but with the radio on
i try to go back to sleep
when all the world's posers
blow smoke in my face
i think of the love that i can make
but i struggle so hard
for each breath that i take
 
i get so sick that i can hardly speak
but with my head full of pills
i try to go back to sleep
when you're so sad
but you force up a grin anyway
it's hard not to feel fake
but i struggle so hard
for each breath that i take
 
maybe someday i'll be at the top
and with my heada in my hands
i'll try to make it all stop
every time i find love
i choke so hard that for weeks
my body aches
but i struggle so hard
for each breath that i take
 
be what you are
when the world throws you
down at its feet
at least you can know
you've got it straight
we all struggle so hard
for each breath that we take
 
09.  Reverie to Chanticleer

i came to see you
but you weren't there
i waited eight hours
and no one seemed to care
 
when all the world is fast asleep
a little devil into my heart creeps
he sings a song into my inner ear
he sings a reverie to chanticleer
 
i tried to call you
but you wouldn't answer the phone
i waited eight hours
in my room all alone
 
when all the world is fast asleep
a little devil into my heart creeps
he sings a song into my inner ear
he sings a reverie to chanticleer
when every angel's lost its will to fly
and every mother's lost her strength to cry
a little devil into my heart creeps
a little devil in me, fast asleep